Sunday, November 05, 2006

you ask what is unconditional love. unconditional love is to care and worry about someone who can't even look you in the eye or bother to acknowledge your presence with a greeting. someone who disappoints friends with his actions time and again.

are you different, maybe. but are you misusing your 'uniqueness', oh hell yes. i wanted to tell you all this, but jeremy's right, what's the point? would you even feel any more guilt? what would happen? honestly, the last question doesn't really matter, our relationship can't get worse than this. so i typed all this out here. where you'll never read them huh.

you asked if there's anyone thinking of you. well, yes? like, many times in the day. i'll bet you've forgotten clean who i am and what happened. i on the other hand, remember probably every single detail. it's not that i want to, i swear. it's not you that i think of and remember anyway, it's the old you. the person you used to be? do you still keep in contact with him? yes? then why do you treat some of your friends like shit?

by the way, i AM so disgusted with myself. why do i keep harping on this, why do i keep going back there. i should be waaaay over this and like, checking out that new guy in lecture with sabby (:. *HINT SABBY HINT HINT HINT*

you are right about one thing, you're a numb nut when it comes to such things. gosh, this shouldn't even warrant a blog post. you're so wasting my time. but i can't seem to stop yet?

right, remember that you never gave me that box of her stuff? that turned out to be a good thing, cos if you had, there'd be a huge bonfire.

just remembered another reason why i love my sis so much. she didn't just want your balls dropping off. she said it'd be better for them to rot off slowly over a span of a year. and that it'd look so gross that no one would sleep with you and you'd die a virgin. i think she scares guys sometimes.